The smell of urine and poo was horrible each convict began
to get on my nerves there constant movement was extremely irritating and I
began to snap at them. During this period I felt very in control I could tell
them to do anything and they would have to do it because I said so the guards
and I began to play with them kicking them and telling them to put their heads
up and down because we got bored. I enjoyed playing with them it was a good way
to pass the time at moments I wanted the convicts to move so I could shout at
them I tried to provoke them because being on the ship all day and having nothing
better to do I began to find entertainment out of the most random things. I
began to notice little traits of the convicts there positioning how they
breathed the way they would do little moments to make the experience more comforting
I would notice all these things and sometimes If I was in a happy mood I would
allow them to get away with it but when I got bored I would go trouble them. At
the start when there was hardly any convicts it was quite boring and I just
enjoyed watching them but once more convicts came flooding in it all began to
feel more real and I started to enjoy watching them suffer.
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